I opened the door and Drew stood there with a black eye. He didn’t call before and and had nothing else with him but the clothes on his back.
“Did you at least take the train here?” I asked.
“No.. I forgot my wallet so kind of had to walk,” Drew answered as if walking two miles here wasn’t a big deal.
“Drew…” I dreaded
“Can I come in?” Drew didn’t wait for me to say anything else.
I shook my head while opening the door for him.
Drew walked in and threw himself on my couch. I came over and sat down on one end of the couch. I reached over to his knees and rubbed on them a little, like how others comforted each other by rubbing the other person’s back.
Drew smiled weakly, “You should see the other guy.”
“But I don’t care about the other guy. I only care about you.” I sighed.
I didn’t say anything else, and Drew said nothing either. He curled himself even smaller on the couch. He already knew what I was going to say.
“Drew, this is not healthy. I don’t think you should stay with..”
“I can’t. I love him, ” he cut me off, “I never loved anyone like that and probably never find another one like him. I can’t leave.”
“I don’t think so,” I sighed, “I also don’t think you should find another one like him either.” I stood up from the couch.
I brought out a blanker for him and made him a cup of hot tea. I told him to go to sleep. He needed some rest. We never discussed what happened right after it happened.
Ding dong…Ding dong…
My alarm for work didn’t even ring yet but there was already a door bell ringing. I mumbled to myself, “Every damn time,” while dragging myself to open the door. Drew had already been awake and sat up properly on the couch. He watched me opened the door.
“Hi, good morning. I’m sorry for bothering you so early in the morning,” Colin stood there with his button up shirt ironed crisply and his salt and pepper hair combed neatly to one side, “I’m here to pick up Drew.”
“Yes, of course.” I opened the door wider while still standing there blocking between him and the inside.
I turned my head to look at Drew who looked like he has been ready since who knew when, “Are you ready Drew?”
“Yeah,” he walked towards the door and hugged me on his way out, “Thanks for last night.”
“Text me if you need anything ok?” I hugged back.
I opened the door and Drew stood there drenched liked a wet rat. I could imagine he ran all the way over here in the cold winter rain. I pulled him in the apartment while yelling at him “Are you an idiot?”
I rushed to grab a towel for him.
“I did take the train here, ” he yelled after me, “just wanted to take a short walk to clear my head.”
“Yeah, and how did that go?” I threw the towel over his head.
“I’m done,” his whole face was covered under the towel when he muttered out those words, “I’m done with him.”
“For real? Are you serious?” I tried to hide the content in my voice.
I brought him a change of clothes and a hot cup of tea. When I brought him the blanket, I told him he could stay here for as long as he wanted. He was always welcomed. He nodded his head and said he might take me up on that.
The next morning, there was that door bell ringing first thing in the morning. Colin stood there, greeted me politely like usual and said he was here to pick Drew up.
I turned to look at Drew. I didn’t need to say anything for him to know who was behind the door. Drew, again, already looked like he had been awake for forever and was ready to go for a long time.
“Are you sure?” I grabbed his arm a little while whispering to him. “Drew, you always can…”
“Yeah, I’m fine.” He hugged me. “Thanks for last night,” and walked away with Colin.
I rushed over to the window to watch them. Colin held Drew in his arm and they walked together under a blue umbrella in the morning cold winter rain. The condensation fogged up my window. The image of them under that dark rainy sky was getting further and blurry. I felt so helpless.
This post is a response to the Go Dog Go Cafe’s Tuesday Prompt.